Trusting God, is the kind of thing you do when you get old and are not attractive anymore, or you think your not, or you think to little of yourself, and all of this before you've ever lived your life.
I have to learn to trust God, Its all very hard. Im slowly getting stronger, but not strong enough. Not yet, Yet, Im taking over from when I went to sleep 3o years ago. Its all very hard. Im 50, not 16. Im not sure what to do...
Im OK.. Im a bit scared to live again. Im afraid it will all be taken away like last time.
I have to remember that no one owes me anything... they might play me to death. You never now.. nothing is free or easy out here.
I have God with me, He's on my side. My problem: Im not sure how to take him with me!
Im in a strange place. Theres lots of pain and resentment and anger in me at a deeper level.
Its happening for me!, Im slowly getting better.
I have to learn to trust God, Its all very hard. Im slowly getting stronger, but not strong enough. Not yet, Yet, Im taking over from when I went to sleep 3o years ago. Its all very hard. Im 50, not 16. Im not sure what to do...
Im OK.. Im a bit scared to live again. Im afraid it will all be taken away like last time.
I have to remember that no one owes me anything... they might play me to death. You never now.. nothing is free or easy out here.
I have God with me, He's on my side. My problem: Im not sure how to take him with me!
Im in a strange place. Theres lots of pain and resentment and anger in me at a deeper level.
Its happening for me!, Im slowly getting better.
