So many people will die tonight; take there lives. they, being damaged and destroyed; never was nor will be anyone showing up to help them. Finally, they will die away, much like the jewish people in films of poland in the Nazi occupied Ghetto's.
And these deaths are all the time.. The innocent in this country having to die that the middle class or Fat Cats can live as they wish; the sociopathic Elite...
Im not a murderer... Im certainly not a murderer of my own people, nor will have sunday brunch with these murderers, or a thanksgiving Dinner, thus ignoring the realities of so many that are thrown away...
The churches are worried about membership with a million children homeless on the streets of America...
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Im attempting to be myself in this land of confusion... I am at odds with this world, I do not fit in, nor at the present am I capable of taking care of the most basic of needs... I need help in every direction... and I am receiving that help.. Many who cry out, close to death will not receive anything... They will die alone, When they asked for help, they were laughed at... in response, they hang themselves... Nice place this is...!
The truth is Good enough!
I pray that I learn to trust God for the remainder of my life, and not buy in to any of this murderous allotment called society... I know for every success, dead bodies are buried under its Reinforced concrete. The lives of innocent blood scream out from the false lie of this human experience...
God has made it clear to me; I am to take a break and enjoy myself. I am not fit to help anyone... I just show up and act natural..
nothing pretentious I attempt will do any good to change this place. I show up... its about me as well as everyone else, Im just as sick as everyone else. Im under Gods orders, no one else's...
As long as I stay in this place, I would like to save the poor.. Doesn't look like Im making a dent... Doesn't look like I can tie a kite when it wants to fly... Im basically incapable. The only thing Im good at is getting on my knees and listening, and talking with, arguing with, cussing at, and thanking my master...
IT is him that I crawl up into at night... he is the only safe real thing in the Universe.... The rest of this is horrible. Yet, although, Im in it. The world, I am not off it.. I am not connected to this lie any longer.. My eyes are open. I understand the world I live in... I understand just enough to run and get my guns.... I know the truth of this place, this lie...
I trust God and let go.. It is very painful. And it is horrible to think that so many shall die tonight as Im sleeping safely.. they will die from abuse and neglect simply because they were born in the wrong place to the wrong people.... THey are truly victims... may God take away there pain and loneness before they partake on the journey to see you... Poor people...
May I stay with you for ever God and never leave. Forgive me for saving the destroyed who reach out for anything, or anyone, just crumbs they seek, and any kind of attention... Forgive me God... I am a coward and always and only thinking about myself and what I can gain at there expense...
On my knees to you my master for ever.... Amen!
And these deaths are all the time.. The innocent in this country having to die that the middle class or Fat Cats can live as they wish; the sociopathic Elite...
Im not a murderer... Im certainly not a murderer of my own people, nor will have sunday brunch with these murderers, or a thanksgiving Dinner, thus ignoring the realities of so many that are thrown away...
The churches are worried about membership with a million children homeless on the streets of America...
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Im attempting to be myself in this land of confusion... I am at odds with this world, I do not fit in, nor at the present am I capable of taking care of the most basic of needs... I need help in every direction... and I am receiving that help.. Many who cry out, close to death will not receive anything... They will die alone, When they asked for help, they were laughed at... in response, they hang themselves... Nice place this is...!
The truth is Good enough!
I pray that I learn to trust God for the remainder of my life, and not buy in to any of this murderous allotment called society... I know for every success, dead bodies are buried under its Reinforced concrete. The lives of innocent blood scream out from the false lie of this human experience...
God has made it clear to me; I am to take a break and enjoy myself. I am not fit to help anyone... I just show up and act natural..
nothing pretentious I attempt will do any good to change this place. I show up... its about me as well as everyone else, Im just as sick as everyone else. Im under Gods orders, no one else's...
As long as I stay in this place, I would like to save the poor.. Doesn't look like Im making a dent... Doesn't look like I can tie a kite when it wants to fly... Im basically incapable. The only thing Im good at is getting on my knees and listening, and talking with, arguing with, cussing at, and thanking my master...
IT is him that I crawl up into at night... he is the only safe real thing in the Universe.... The rest of this is horrible. Yet, although, Im in it. The world, I am not off it.. I am not connected to this lie any longer.. My eyes are open. I understand the world I live in... I understand just enough to run and get my guns.... I know the truth of this place, this lie...
I trust God and let go.. It is very painful. And it is horrible to think that so many shall die tonight as Im sleeping safely.. they will die from abuse and neglect simply because they were born in the wrong place to the wrong people.... THey are truly victims... may God take away there pain and loneness before they partake on the journey to see you... Poor people...
May I stay with you for ever God and never leave. Forgive me for saving the destroyed who reach out for anything, or anyone, just crumbs they seek, and any kind of attention... Forgive me God... I am a coward and always and only thinking about myself and what I can gain at there expense...
On my knees to you my master for ever.... Amen!
