The end is when I die.. or I am no longer capable of having awareness capacity.. This will happen at some point... Until that time, sustaining on planet earth is a necessity.. God is the only answer.
How can anyone live in this place. Live in this place without God. I am lucky.. I was able to get to recovery early in my life. In my 3o's/ Many don't find it or apply it until there 60's/
Its hard, what I've lived through.. I don't remember most of my life.. The trauma was to great to my brain...
Coming back to life is something that will happen for me. I have a difficult time understanding or trusting people. Im not sure how to interact with them, as I don't trust them.
I don't know the human race.. Im not sure why they don't seek help when they are insane.. They kill there children, there families and themselves.. Pride, ego, envy, and the list goes on!,.
I could not be apart of it. All I wanted in the beginning was to be an artist.. I ended up almost loosing my life..
The world is to big a place to ignore what is going on in it.. The death and destruction take its toll. No reason to be ignorant about the earths condition.
Connection is the key, staying with God.. and working with others, as best that I can..
God is the key to survival in this world..
How can anyone live in this place. Live in this place without God. I am lucky.. I was able to get to recovery early in my life. In my 3o's/ Many don't find it or apply it until there 60's/
Its hard, what I've lived through.. I don't remember most of my life.. The trauma was to great to my brain...
Coming back to life is something that will happen for me. I have a difficult time understanding or trusting people. Im not sure how to interact with them, as I don't trust them.
I don't know the human race.. Im not sure why they don't seek help when they are insane.. They kill there children, there families and themselves.. Pride, ego, envy, and the list goes on!,.
I could not be apart of it. All I wanted in the beginning was to be an artist.. I ended up almost loosing my life..
The world is to big a place to ignore what is going on in it.. The death and destruction take its toll. No reason to be ignorant about the earths condition.
Connection is the key, staying with God.. and working with others, as best that I can..
God is the key to survival in this world..
