I have to remember, my worth is not set upon by the measurement of this world or its people. I have to remember that I belong to God. I have to keep God with me through the temptations of this world. When Im tempted, I rarely win.. I get destroyed by the carnival Ive given myself to.
Im not sure what a normal life looks like, Ive been in a long dream...
I have to be myself. Yet, when Im myself, I feel like Im no one. I have nothing to offer. No one in the world sees value in me. God sees value in me.
People turn on me when they see the real me. Its so very hard to be the real me in the real world.
The edit button. How nice!, I get to come back and add more...
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I just read a post from a young man that said he has to let go of certain friends. I to have to do this in confusion. I have to ask God for help on this...
The girl at the meetings that I like is now going out with a sociopath... It has ruined her image.. The image I thought of her in my head. The reality is; she is like the one she is dating.. I have to remember, that she is who she hangs with..
More and more, God is taring me away from the fantasy of these people that don't count...
Vampires can be nice: yet, they are seeking vampires. I have to remember, its easy to get caught in the path of the vampire and think they see me as human and I they has human, when in reality, they are vampires seeking vampires, when they realize Im human and not human trash, they leave and kindly admit that they made a mistake.
Im not sure what a normal life looks like, Ive been in a long dream...
I have to be myself. Yet, when Im myself, I feel like Im no one. I have nothing to offer. No one in the world sees value in me. God sees value in me.
People turn on me when they see the real me. Its so very hard to be the real me in the real world.
The edit button. How nice!, I get to come back and add more...
OK
I just read a post from a young man that said he has to let go of certain friends. I to have to do this in confusion. I have to ask God for help on this...
The girl at the meetings that I like is now going out with a sociopath... It has ruined her image.. The image I thought of her in my head. The reality is; she is like the one she is dating.. I have to remember, that she is who she hangs with..
More and more, God is taring me away from the fantasy of these people that don't count...
Vampires can be nice: yet, they are seeking vampires. I have to remember, its easy to get caught in the path of the vampire and think they see me as human and I they has human, when in reality, they are vampires seeking vampires, when they realize Im human and not human trash, they leave and kindly admit that they made a mistake.
