Mary Christmas everybody!
And day to day, slowly, I must learn to trust God!
As my mind comes back to some levels of sanity, I find myself in a new world! and I do not know how to operate in it! I know nothing, as I knew nothing before. The last time I was mentally awake I was destroyed, and before that, I was destroyed again... However, the same players are gone.
I was around exceptionally bad people! I was delusional when I met them or had to live with them; and did not understand who I was associating with... who or what they are! They were no friends of mine!
These people was upper middle class; makes no difference, except possibly they are more cunning, and there knives are a bit sharper then most...
Im attempting to come back to feeling like myself again.
I have large amounts of PTSD problems stuck in the central kore of my nervous system.. Its horrible! and thats just one issue....
Any way, Im waking up and preying I do not get knocked back to sleep again.
And day to day, slowly, I must learn to trust God!
As my mind comes back to some levels of sanity, I find myself in a new world! and I do not know how to operate in it! I know nothing, as I knew nothing before. The last time I was mentally awake I was destroyed, and before that, I was destroyed again... However, the same players are gone.
I was around exceptionally bad people! I was delusional when I met them or had to live with them; and did not understand who I was associating with... who or what they are! They were no friends of mine!
These people was upper middle class; makes no difference, except possibly they are more cunning, and there knives are a bit sharper then most...
Im attempting to come back to feeling like myself again.
I have large amounts of PTSD problems stuck in the central kore of my nervous system.. Its horrible! and thats just one issue....
Any way, Im waking up and preying I do not get knocked back to sleep again.
