my heart breaks and I do not even understand why it should but it does, sorrow, sadness, numbness, painful emotions. I should be happy for people and yet their happiness brings me great sorrow.. I wish it didn't but it does, I wish it didn't effect me but it does. Will God ever heal that.. He hasn't yet perhaps He never will. There is emotional pain so that Heaven seems a welcome place.
Also I have done some awful things in my life. God should disown me but He doesn't.
He knows my deepest shame and yet still He stands with me. I don't know how He can.
so that is today.
Also I have done some awful things in my life. God should disown me but He doesn't.
He knows my deepest shame and yet still He stands with me. I don't know how He can.
so that is today.
