today

Today I am feeling nearly better from a nauseous stomach etc that has been hanging around. Thank you for the prayers here for that I'm sure they helped because I am on the mend, thank you just in case anyone who might be reading this also prayed, it is appreciated.

God has been very faithful the last few days and challenging as well.
I do feel drawn to God a bit more but also I realize I'm perhaps not taking that as seriously as I could be forgive me God for that. please help me come to You more, I know You draw me please don't give up on me, please keep drawing me and help me listen more to that and come to You more. Father God You are so faithful and constant and loving, I don't know how You do it but You are God. I worry that if I start caring more about people I will not have enough energy and strength to sustain me longterm and be faithful to people like You are to me. I will fail people God. I have failed people. Please help me with this. God thank you for what You have been doing recently, I do really appreciate that, I do want You to work in and through my life. Please help me be braver with lots of things. Thank you for listening to me Father, for loving and caring about me in my life I see Your hand how you look out for me and I am grateful. Please let this year be one where You are bigger in my life than last year. Thank you for knowing my heart, and my mistakes and still being faithful to me. thank you