Today

Today is the first day of the rest of my life. God's got plans for me and I don't want to limit Him any more. It's time to leave the ugliness behind me. It's time to leave to those who have treated me wrongly the responsibility that they will have to give an account to God for the things that they have done. I don't claim responsibility for anyone else's mess besides my own any longer. I won't be a garbage bag to be dumped on any longer. I won't carry another person's baggage and break my own back due to it... ANY LONGER. I'm back. I'm no longer anyone's punching bag, I'm no longer a doormat. And I will limit my time around my parents as much as I must in order to completely grow into who God intends for me to be. I trust, Daddy, that You have people for me to meet that will be good Godly influences in my life, I trust and I know that there is a light at the end of this tunnel. You're making me whole again and I trust You to fulfill what You've started in my healing and growth. YOU ARE ALWAYS THERE NO MATTER WHAT I'M GOING THROUGH AND I LOVE YOU SO MUCH DAD. Thank You Jesus that You will catch me and that I won't fall.