i cant actually respond to your blog, i hope you see this.
if you dont, i hope by my putting this message out there, it gets to you somehow.
im pretty new on this site too so i cant send you a proper email or message, and i cant seem to comment on your blog either.
look up because im going to drop some knowledge on you.
i think that you are here to use your faith to help people that were in a similar situation to you. you have realised that is was the environment that you were in when you were younger that caused the rage you feel now as an adult. thats great. realising and recognizing the problem is always the first step to the solution.
i believe that if you confront these feelings by helping others to see beyond the barriers that held you for so long, or even to help ensure that they dont reach the place you are in, you will, through them, be able to break through the angry thought cycle you feel at the moment and become the happy amazing person you are meant to be, and are.
try something like volunteering for a youth center or local school as a councellor. if you have a big brother/ sister program that can be very rewarding.
if nothing else, imagine how amazing a parent you will be, knowing how it felt to grow up as you did.
and i can guarantee with each thought in this direction your faith will be restored slightly more.
i hope this helps,
Davis
if you dont, i hope by my putting this message out there, it gets to you somehow.
im pretty new on this site too so i cant send you a proper email or message, and i cant seem to comment on your blog either.
look up because im going to drop some knowledge on you.
i think that you are here to use your faith to help people that were in a similar situation to you. you have realised that is was the environment that you were in when you were younger that caused the rage you feel now as an adult. thats great. realising and recognizing the problem is always the first step to the solution.
i believe that if you confront these feelings by helping others to see beyond the barriers that held you for so long, or even to help ensure that they dont reach the place you are in, you will, through them, be able to break through the angry thought cycle you feel at the moment and become the happy amazing person you are meant to be, and are.
try something like volunteering for a youth center or local school as a councellor. if you have a big brother/ sister program that can be very rewarding.
if nothing else, imagine how amazing a parent you will be, knowing how it felt to grow up as you did.
and i can guarantee with each thought in this direction your faith will be restored slightly more.
i hope this helps,
Davis
