I am so tired of living with doubt and unbelief.I believe in God,I believe that Jesus is the only begotten Son of God and I believe Him to be my Savior.But what I can't get past is my unbelief about Him dying for me,until I started trying to conquer this issue,I didn't question the Bible being the "infallible Word of God",,but since then it's hard to not question it.I don't know if it's because I feel so unworthy or what.I know that God would never lie to me but I can't seem to get past this.I have been trying to conquer this issue for a year now.It's like my spirit just closes up or something.I've had minor victories in this area,but they never last.People have told me that I have to "choose to believe",but in this area I can't seem to do it.I am so tired of this misery,if anyone has any words of advice please respond.