Boy!, I have a had a rough couple years..went through a divorce to a man I still had feelings for til now where I am happily married again to the most wonderful man...I vow to be a good wife..It isn't like I wasn't the first time, but the first time it wasn't appreciated and I know that, now!!!...wished I would have seen it during the separation and divorce..I probably wouldn't have put myself through unnecessary pain had I have figured that out...I don't know what my problem was, but the great thing about it now, I know I deserve so much better than what I was getting with him...he yelled and hollered calling me names a husband should not call a wife for any reason, no matter what...He had horrible self-esteem..most people who suffer from that problem usually take it out on their loved ones instead of finding a way to fix the problem at all...I loved that man more than myself and he beat everything about me into the ground with no remorse...now I am finally getting over all of those issues, but during the separation til now I had been a shell of a person...nerves shot and self-confidence out the window...I am here now though and have a testimony..I believe if it wasn't for Jesus I would have taken my life two years ago...Happiness is finally something I can say I have now without any doubt and Praise God for that!!!!
