I'm so at a loss right now. My wife just confided to me that she has no feelings for me anymore and that her only concern is our daughter. Best of all I've found out that she has come pretty close with somebody **AGAIN** thanks to her unlocked cellphone. My initial reaction was to bash at her even hurt her physically but thanks to our Lord and Savior I was able to contain myself this time and talk with her calmly about what I've found out and we have both come to terms that this may be the end of the road for our marriage. But I'm guilty of being selfish and un-christian by texting her that I wanted her out immediately and she should take our daughter along with her and that I dont want to help her with our daughter's education anymore. I guess I'm just really mad at her. I know I will come to my senses later on and still continue to care for my daughter's well being specially her education. Partly, the reason why I wanted my daughter to go with her is that I dont want to see my daughters sad eyes whenever her mom is not around that'exactly what happened last year when she first left us.
We went through this same ordeal last year and was happy for awhile that she came back to my life but then again things are quite awkward and trust is not evident anymore in our relationship. Just so you guys have an idea our story is very similar to that of silver lining to the point that I caught her with her lover in the shower last year and of course the sickness of the main character is same as mine.
I know God is putting me through this for I know His plan is beyond my understanding. Matter of fact I am partly if not all to blame for my wife's action these days since I am not the man he used to love anymore. I have become inscure, lazy and without a doubt insensitive to her needs and all i ever think about is getting laid with her.
We went through this same ordeal last year and was happy for awhile that she came back to my life but then again things are quite awkward and trust is not evident anymore in our relationship. Just so you guys have an idea our story is very similar to that of silver lining to the point that I caught her with her lover in the shower last year and of course the sickness of the main character is same as mine.
I know God is putting me through this for I know His plan is beyond my understanding. Matter of fact I am partly if not all to blame for my wife's action these days since I am not the man he used to love anymore. I have become inscure, lazy and without a doubt insensitive to her needs and all i ever think about is getting laid with her.
