"Hi. My name is Chalie, and I have a couple of prayer requests. I am 19 and currently in college to become a nurse. I have suffered from a cerebral AVM since I was little and about a couple of months ago I had it and the cancerous mass surrounding the AVM removed. Now I am stuck with Chemo and treatment until I am back at a hundred percent. Throughout my life I have lived through many difficult obstacles, but everytime I kept telling myself "God has a reason for this, and He believes you're strong enough to endure it, just call upon Him for help." Well, as I got older, I began to actually blame God for the many pains and hurtful things. Through this I have lost my relationship with Him. I used to be very close to Him, but when I went to college, that all changed. And now, I want it back because I am realizing that God is the most important person, and that HE is going to be the one who is ALWAYS there for me. I have talked with my pastor and old youth pastor; they have helped me find the right tools, the rest is up to me. It's between me and God. I need help finding the right words to say to Him, and the right encouragement and mindset to achieve this. I am determined to fix this. I want to be close to him like I was. Please pray for me as I take this path; for, I know it will be hard, but I know that in the end it will be much worth it. Thanks again"
This was my first post on the prayer request board. I am lost, confused, lonely, basically at rock bottom. I am starting my journey back to finding my relationship with God and making it stronger than it has ever been. I will keep my progress with that and my health through my blog.
This was my first post on the prayer request board. I am lost, confused, lonely, basically at rock bottom. I am starting my journey back to finding my relationship with God and making it stronger than it has ever been. I will keep my progress with that and my health through my blog.
