I never knew that when i was 21 that i would have a wife, son and then loose it all by a single stupid decision. id never thought id be homless and addicted to drugs and drinking anything that would get me drunk. This was just a few months ago. Now i was already saved but i back sled somewere and now im in this big mess and i dont know what to do.
Now lets go back a little bit. i was 18 in a very nice christian high school i played varsity soccer and was going to church and was very pluged in. I lead worship sometimes and helped with youth when i could. I loved every aspect of being a christian. But after i graduated alot changed for me. Growing up i was very sheltered and didnt have alot of fun time going out on my own and doing things. So when i got the oppertunity to go out and do, i did. The same year i graduated i neet a girl. im not telling names just for the sake of me getting my teeth knocked in haha, but i did meet a girl. 2009 was the year we meet and started dating.
This was one of my first bad decision. I knew she wasnt the one that God wanted for me and i knew dating her would lead to worse decisions but i didnt listen to anyone, i was 18 i did as i wanted.
Before i go on im just stopping for a moment if you didnt read my bio or anything on my page that im not a good speller or writter i didnt excell in those subjects so please bear with me.
Now after all this im thinking, im 18 almost 19 at the time. im in college, got a hot girlfriend and alot of older college friends hummmm, what to do with this. So i did what
any normal college students would do. i went wild. Drinking, smoking, partying, pre-marital sex, my personality changed and my looks also did to. It was like someone new just took over. Now at this point my conscience was going crazy and i knew it. i fought it so hard.
Now lets go back a little bit. i was 18 in a very nice christian high school i played varsity soccer and was going to church and was very pluged in. I lead worship sometimes and helped with youth when i could. I loved every aspect of being a christian. But after i graduated alot changed for me. Growing up i was very sheltered and didnt have alot of fun time going out on my own and doing things. So when i got the oppertunity to go out and do, i did. The same year i graduated i neet a girl. im not telling names just for the sake of me getting my teeth knocked in haha, but i did meet a girl. 2009 was the year we meet and started dating.
This was one of my first bad decision. I knew she wasnt the one that God wanted for me and i knew dating her would lead to worse decisions but i didnt listen to anyone, i was 18 i did as i wanted. Before i go on im just stopping for a moment if you didnt read my bio or anything on my page that im not a good speller or writter i didnt excell in those subjects so please bear with me.
Now after all this im thinking, im 18 almost 19 at the time. im in college, got a hot girlfriend and alot of older college friends hummmm, what to do with this. So i did what
any normal college students would do. i went wild. Drinking, smoking, partying, pre-marital sex, my personality changed and my looks also did to. It was like someone new just took over. Now at this point my conscience was going crazy and i knew it. i fought it so hard.
