What causes fear in me? What causes jealousy in me? I don't know. They seem to go hand in hand in my life. I am afraid to even look at people, especially my neighbors, because if I see them enjoying themselves with each other, I get devestated. I want to be included. No, actually, I want them to want to include me.
But I get devestated when they don't even notice me. If I walk by my neighbors, and they don't even look at me while talking to each other, it devestates me. So I try to avoid them to avoid the devestation. And I get scared when I have to be around them, like when the fire alarm goes off and we have to all go outside.
I need counseling.
But I get devestated when they don't even notice me. If I walk by my neighbors, and they don't even look at me while talking to each other, it devestates me. So I try to avoid them to avoid the devestation. And I get scared when I have to be around them, like when the fire alarm goes off and we have to all go outside.
I need counseling.
