I wanted to say; history! thats not the right choice. Its not history! its long from history! Its just getting started.. It was so bad, how do I process this! I do not know! Im so alone! it sucks. I miss my father and my mother! that I never had. Im just 6 years old, and I want to crawl into my mothers lap or my fathers arms and be safe, and have them tell me that Im 6 years old and all of this is a dream!
Then I wake up and realize, they are the murderers that have created the nightmare! and I must escape! and the community around me is no different the parents that are trying to kill me!
and Im left with middle class rationalizations. Im left with idiots playing their Christians tapes all day long, while they allow the next doors children to be raped and killed; and tape players keep playing on and on and on; with gleeful smiles on their faces, ensuring that they have the answer and the highway to freedom. What a bunch of liars.. This whole thing is a tragic lie! to bad!
Im learning! Im tying to head in the right direction. I need to trust God and keep going, not give up! I have a chance at a life! it is determinant by God! its all about God and staying in contact with God, with my higher power! Its about following his son Jesus Christ. Jesus Christ is my master, I bow to my master that I be fed. I obey no one else except Jesus Christ! and only him that I bow to! no one else!
He is my master; I am his slave; only to him to I bow! I go to my master that I be fed!@
Then I wake up and realize, they are the murderers that have created the nightmare! and I must escape! and the community around me is no different the parents that are trying to kill me!
and Im left with middle class rationalizations. Im left with idiots playing their Christians tapes all day long, while they allow the next doors children to be raped and killed; and tape players keep playing on and on and on; with gleeful smiles on their faces, ensuring that they have the answer and the highway to freedom. What a bunch of liars.. This whole thing is a tragic lie! to bad!
Im learning! Im tying to head in the right direction. I need to trust God and keep going, not give up! I have a chance at a life! it is determinant by God! its all about God and staying in contact with God, with my higher power! Its about following his son Jesus Christ. Jesus Christ is my master, I bow to my master that I be fed. I obey no one else except Jesus Christ! and only him that I bow to! no one else!
He is my master; I am his slave; only to him to I bow! I go to my master that I be fed!@
