Dear Lord God, 
Thank you for the rain. I feel it healing me right now. I know that of late things have been rather difficult. Truth is, I am having difficult being in this transient part of my life. In the inbetween is never fun. I thought that I would find my feet once I got back to Australia but as You know, my life has been pretty dry.
I know I wan't going to see T anymore. I was going to try and lead him out my life. But truth be told I just couldn't do it. I guess I do love him enough to know that I don't want him to not have anyone to witness into his life. I know that he needs You more than ever. I have not been as good a friend as I could have been. Instead of listening to the words of his mouth I should have been listening to the words of his heart. He needs You Lord. He needs to know your healing grace. He needs to know what it is like to have a relationship with You. I know that underneath all of his worldlyness there is a man that is seeking to have an open and honest relationship with someone. He needs to know what it is like to step out in faith. He needs to know what it is like to let go of everything and trust.
Dear Lord, help me to be a better witness unto T. I know that have struggled with a lot of this and I have not openned up enough about Our relationship. I have kept You hidden within me in front of many people. Help me to trust You and Your love for me. I am not going to be self sufficent anymore. I am going to rely on You. Thank you for this moment. Thank you for Your love and Thank you for the faith that You are growing from the tiny mustard seed within me.
Love Yvonne
Thank you for the rain. I feel it healing me right now. I know that of late things have been rather difficult. Truth is, I am having difficult being in this transient part of my life. In the inbetween is never fun. I thought that I would find my feet once I got back to Australia but as You know, my life has been pretty dry.
I know I wan't going to see T anymore. I was going to try and lead him out my life. But truth be told I just couldn't do it. I guess I do love him enough to know that I don't want him to not have anyone to witness into his life. I know that he needs You more than ever. I have not been as good a friend as I could have been. Instead of listening to the words of his mouth I should have been listening to the words of his heart. He needs You Lord. He needs to know your healing grace. He needs to know what it is like to have a relationship with You. I know that underneath all of his worldlyness there is a man that is seeking to have an open and honest relationship with someone. He needs to know what it is like to step out in faith. He needs to know what it is like to let go of everything and trust.
Dear Lord, help me to be a better witness unto T. I know that have struggled with a lot of this and I have not openned up enough about Our relationship. I have kept You hidden within me in front of many people. Help me to trust You and Your love for me. I am not going to be self sufficent anymore. I am going to rely on You. Thank you for this moment. Thank you for Your love and Thank you for the faith that You are growing from the tiny mustard seed within me.
Love Yvonne
