Dear Betrayer,
I found that even knowing you exist is a wonderful thing, in return I've become the shadow of a former nightmare. I question your blindness, because I would not harm you. I did not oppose you, merely insisted on being allies. There is a far more horrible truth than anything I could begin to attempt telling you, my fake friend.
You've woven the web of trust against yourself, and accused me of wrongdoings. What about my presence has you so afraid? your the one that turned against me! Am i simply that unworthy? Under the House of The Lord you deemed me your own personal Satan. It's another reason I must remain absent of my humanity, because all it takes is a human to turn against me.
I feel so guilty, for a crime i did not even commit.
No better, a parasite of society can't even embrace
her own shadows! A false justice, a fake sense of security, and betrayal. These are not solutions,
they are merely the harvesting of more problems.
Being holistic, I must admit these things: you've helped me destroy myself, just long enough for
you to live another day. As if there wasn't enough separation in the universe, you've destroyed what could have been our own means to support each other. Your a beautiful betrayer, but I won't catch any tears.
I understand though, because evil outruns the good. you've tripped me and run away. Congrats, witch. you destroyed me, and maybe God is next. I'll be on the other side as well, sacrificing myself in his name. As the final betrayer awakes, in tears of my death, the cost of her misunderstanding. First comes, the pure of heart. Comes next, Christ Jesus to judge the ones most corrupt.
In dedication too: Alexis Sligar.
silent prayers for you, my betrayer.
I found that even knowing you exist is a wonderful thing, in return I've become the shadow of a former nightmare. I question your blindness, because I would not harm you. I did not oppose you, merely insisted on being allies. There is a far more horrible truth than anything I could begin to attempt telling you, my fake friend.
You've woven the web of trust against yourself, and accused me of wrongdoings. What about my presence has you so afraid? your the one that turned against me! Am i simply that unworthy? Under the House of The Lord you deemed me your own personal Satan. It's another reason I must remain absent of my humanity, because all it takes is a human to turn against me.
I feel so guilty, for a crime i did not even commit.
No better, a parasite of society can't even embrace
her own shadows! A false justice, a fake sense of security, and betrayal. These are not solutions,
they are merely the harvesting of more problems.
Being holistic, I must admit these things: you've helped me destroy myself, just long enough for
you to live another day. As if there wasn't enough separation in the universe, you've destroyed what could have been our own means to support each other. Your a beautiful betrayer, but I won't catch any tears.
I understand though, because evil outruns the good. you've tripped me and run away. Congrats, witch. you destroyed me, and maybe God is next. I'll be on the other side as well, sacrificing myself in his name. As the final betrayer awakes, in tears of my death, the cost of her misunderstanding. First comes, the pure of heart. Comes next, Christ Jesus to judge the ones most corrupt.
In dedication too: Alexis Sligar.
silent prayers for you, my betrayer.
