Taking it to God

Im trying to take it to God the best I can. Im learning..

I want to take it all to God that I can be relieved of the nightmare of trying to be turn to my self will for the answers in things. I have to give it up and turn to God. The enemy wins at times. It sucks.

Gods answer is the only answer. Turn to God and save myself from the disaster called life, with all its insanities and insane people.

God is the answer. It hurts to let go of stuff I valued. It hurts a great deal.

Ive been around some very bad people that have caused me great trouble. Im not around them as much anymore. However, I still need protection. Its all very difficult.

Im closer to purging myself of these vermin jackals. I have to call them what they are. They are the type to get what they can from you, leave and never come back.

arrogant and stupid is what they are. Nothing more.. Just stupid.. what was the point of knowing them. I suppose they helped me down my journey in an indirect way.

Im hoping the purging process will work and God will take over. I need God in the place of the memories. I will keep working on things day and night.