I think I'm going to take a long break from CF. Its not anything anyone has said or done...
After looking back on my threads they've just been really negative and I'm sorry anyone should have to. Read that...
I've also decided not to go out with the guy... I feel I got what i wanted, I got a "man" in every sense.... Works,has his own place, a degree...and it's just intimidating ... And brings my insecurities to the forefront.
As I told a friend, now I see why it's so important to have yourself together before dating as well as loving yourself...
So you won't have to question why that person is with you or what they see in you.
I get it now and it was eye opening.
I desperately hope I can change my self image because this has shown me
It has to change and its not healthy to see myself the way I do.
After looking back on my threads they've just been really negative and I'm sorry anyone should have to. Read that...
I've also decided not to go out with the guy... I feel I got what i wanted, I got a "man" in every sense.... Works,has his own place, a degree...and it's just intimidating ... And brings my insecurities to the forefront.
As I told a friend, now I see why it's so important to have yourself together before dating as well as loving yourself...
So you won't have to question why that person is with you or what they see in you.
I get it now and it was eye opening.
I desperately hope I can change my self image because this has shown me
It has to change and its not healthy to see myself the way I do.