Jayme,
Seconds seems like eternity without you.
Minutes are agonizing.
Hours ticking down, until the end of humanity. Resting together, yet so sadly far apart.
My love for you is an undying truth.
None will have it, like i give it.
Months ago I would have cut my wrists, tearing open the universe i am.
Missing you like an arousal of solid unity.
Your skin, your voice, a timeless seduction.
Your eyes, binding me closer, the curse of a sinner's release.
'All yours' she whispers without a second thought,
the mother of my beautiful children.
'None to replace you' I said, not knowing the cost
of my words.
Without morals, all I've ever wanted,
I can't let go of that love.
My closest friend, so understanding,
so blissfully ignorant.
'We shall' ceaselessly, without a second thought, instant overwhelming, she's mine!
'What have i become?' lost in silence, the world could die this instant, all i want to do is be with her:
She is my goddess, my answer, my pulse.
I shall not die, so long as we have each other.
I am your willing pawn, my love.
So, God, if you're there.
I pray she returns, because I cannot live to meet eternal punishment or paradise, until she is by my side.
for the rest of my short, decaying, so-called 'life'.
with love,
Matt
Seconds seems like eternity without you.
Minutes are agonizing.
Hours ticking down, until the end of humanity. Resting together, yet so sadly far apart.
My love for you is an undying truth.
None will have it, like i give it.
Months ago I would have cut my wrists, tearing open the universe i am.
Missing you like an arousal of solid unity.
Your skin, your voice, a timeless seduction.
Your eyes, binding me closer, the curse of a sinner's release.
'All yours' she whispers without a second thought,
the mother of my beautiful children.
'None to replace you' I said, not knowing the cost
of my words.
Without morals, all I've ever wanted,
I can't let go of that love.
My closest friend, so understanding,
so blissfully ignorant.
'We shall' ceaselessly, without a second thought, instant overwhelming, she's mine!
'What have i become?' lost in silence, the world could die this instant, all i want to do is be with her:
She is my goddess, my answer, my pulse.
I shall not die, so long as we have each other.
I am your willing pawn, my love.
So, God, if you're there.
I pray she returns, because I cannot live to meet eternal punishment or paradise, until she is by my side.
for the rest of my short, decaying, so-called 'life'.
with love,
Matt
