Im a shy kind of person. Withdrawn. I don't do well creating or having relationships with others. Its to scary. Im very much introvert. I suppose if I could look for and find my kind of people, things might be different. I will have to trust God with the idea of opening up to others. Ive been mistreated by others to the point of "freeze".
I have to stay with God and depend on God. I have no other place to turn or learn.
Im making a prayer list about everything. Meaning, every concept of a thing, not just things.
This is a good thing; to make a list. I must learn to trust God or and let go of what he does not send in my direction.
Learning to trust God is hard.
Dealing with unappreciative uninformed people is hard. If I make a mistake with them, Im through; no more friendship. No one asks any questions. No one is interested in the truth. These people dumb me on the side of the street. No remorse, no compassion.
I have to stay with God and depend on God. I have no other place to turn or learn.
Im making a prayer list about everything. Meaning, every concept of a thing, not just things.
This is a good thing; to make a list. I must learn to trust God or and let go of what he does not send in my direction.
Learning to trust God is hard.
Dealing with unappreciative uninformed people is hard. If I make a mistake with them, Im through; no more friendship. No one asks any questions. No one is interested in the truth. These people dumb me on the side of the street. No remorse, no compassion.
