Lots of PTSD stuff rolling through my head now! Ive been getting stronger, now its all showing up to be processed.
ITs all very hard, and Im not looking forward to these new memories!
My deeper feelings are associated with these memories! this means Im safer in the present! It means I can process old stuff! it does not seem old, it seems like its going on now in another world.
Im being taken hostage by all this! Im OK... Its Ok, I just want to get through it and get my memories back.
ITs all very hard, and Im not looking forward to these new memories!
My deeper feelings are associated with these memories! this means Im safer in the present! It means I can process old stuff! it does not seem old, it seems like its going on now in another world.
Im being taken hostage by all this! Im OK... Its Ok, I just want to get through it and get my memories back.
