It sure seems like the ups and downs in my walk have gone from long stretches of despair intertwined with very short but sweet as can be times ... to intense pain and hurt of the heart to intense joy almost on a daily level ... I guess it reminds me of birthing ... but I know at this moment I don't know a darn thing about any thing ... all I know is the mountains should carry us to through the valleys ... it feels like I can't keep up ...
After letting the Lord work me out of this last big magnitude wow, my eyes were opened to something else ... and it's a really big wow ... magnified x, as well ...
Several months ago I saw a word used ... I'd never really paid much attention to the word before, but it caught my eye because I hadn't seen it used in this manner before ... when I looked up the word this was the definition:
proselyte
one who has come over or changed from one opinion, religious belief, sect, or the like to another; a convert or the state of making proselytes (The New Century Dictionary 1927)
a person converted, esp. recently. from one opinion, creed, party, etc. to another ... convert to Judaism (Oxford pocket dictionary current)
so it seems the meaning is basically the same now as then other than a few key things ... Judaism being one ... somewhere the word came to incorporate that part ... I have a variety of dictionaries for the purpose of seeing the changes ...
back to the word ... so I just kind of thought ... cool word! ... and didn't think much more about it ... but recently and suddenly the word started popping up here and there in different contexts ... I finally understood the Lord was trying to give me a wide range of uses of the word to see something ...
I recently witnessed something that gave me the rest of the picture ... and it's a big wow! in the manner I witnessed this word being used ... in the wrong hands by the standard set in the way it was used ... one could be forced into making a choice of committing the unforgiveable sin or ? ... denying the presence of the Holy Spirit in your life as you know it from the Lord ... wow! ... so much power in one little word !!! ...
think about it ... it really grows on you ... I could give examples but it's urgent the Holy Spirit take it from here ... pay attention when you see the word and pay attention to how it's used ... it's being used all over the internet ... and it ain't for no reason, as they say ...
so ... two big wows that rocked the foundation I believed on ... again ... I find myself still standing on the Rock ... praise the Lord! but wow! two big headbangers in a week or so!
with that understanding ... my eyes were opened again ... something came to me from my beloved teacher of Christ yesterday morning ... he was speaking about when the Bible talks about rocking the foundation listen up! it only says that when it refers to the end times or something like that ... all I heard was 'if something rocks your foundation' ... there went that light bulb again!
I just got my foundation rocked hard X to the core ... not once ... but twice ... I concluded at some point, I needed to look at the bigger picture now ... not the two things as seperate incidents ... but as two things making a bigger picture ...
what that comes down to for me at the moment is more ... IT is here! the last wow was the understanding of the valley of dry bones is very present ... now this one
I think He's trying to show me to listen up and LOOK for something ... I think I have a clue but don't know for sure ... so more later on that ...
my friends, what I got from this wow ... we are in the valley of decision ... it is required all people make a choice who they will follow ... that doesn't mean anything in this context other than we MUST make a choice ... and there's not a lot of time left ... the freedom to make that choice with the freedom the Lord intended is slowly, but very surely and subtley being drained from the free (unwalled) societies ...
next if that choice hasn't been made ... it will be about making it the hard way ... and for those who have made that choice it will be about can you stand on it ... do you really know what you stand for ... and ... do you honestly believe it's real or it's just about being a good person or all the things I know I've thought through the journey ...
will your choice be when? ... when you're caught unaware ... when you thought you knew the Truth based on someone said this and that? will you be one of the virgins with no oil ...
I'm thinking it's time to open our Bibles and REALLY have what He wants ... a REAL RELATIONSHIP with the Lord ... which includes loving Him and obeying His commandments ... Jesus is the Way ...
if you're not on that Highway of Holiness? (Isaiah 35:8) ... do you know for sure if you are? ... so, so many, many are you sure's? ... the only way to be SURE is to know Truth personally ... and the only Way to know that is to know Truth Himself ... seriously and PERSONALLY know Jesus ... Jesus is Truth ... John 1:14,17; John 8:32; John 14:6; 2 John 1 ...
to whomsoever will
just the view from my window
may the Holy Spirit lead, guide, and direct
Hosea 6:6
Israel's insincere repentance
For I desired mercy, and not sacrifice; and the knowledge of God more than burnt offerings.
My most beloved Jesus ... I am utterly and despairingly nothing without You ... with a growing understanding of the inadequacy of my thank You, I say thank You ... I love You so much!
After letting the Lord work me out of this last big magnitude wow, my eyes were opened to something else ... and it's a really big wow ... magnified x, as well ...
Several months ago I saw a word used ... I'd never really paid much attention to the word before, but it caught my eye because I hadn't seen it used in this manner before ... when I looked up the word this was the definition:
proselyte
one who has come over or changed from one opinion, religious belief, sect, or the like to another; a convert or the state of making proselytes (The New Century Dictionary 1927)
a person converted, esp. recently. from one opinion, creed, party, etc. to another ... convert to Judaism (Oxford pocket dictionary current)
so it seems the meaning is basically the same now as then other than a few key things ... Judaism being one ... somewhere the word came to incorporate that part ... I have a variety of dictionaries for the purpose of seeing the changes ...
back to the word ... so I just kind of thought ... cool word! ... and didn't think much more about it ... but recently and suddenly the word started popping up here and there in different contexts ... I finally understood the Lord was trying to give me a wide range of uses of the word to see something ...
I recently witnessed something that gave me the rest of the picture ... and it's a big wow! in the manner I witnessed this word being used ... in the wrong hands by the standard set in the way it was used ... one could be forced into making a choice of committing the unforgiveable sin or ? ... denying the presence of the Holy Spirit in your life as you know it from the Lord ... wow! ... so much power in one little word !!! ...
think about it ... it really grows on you ... I could give examples but it's urgent the Holy Spirit take it from here ... pay attention when you see the word and pay attention to how it's used ... it's being used all over the internet ... and it ain't for no reason, as they say ...
so ... two big wows that rocked the foundation I believed on ... again ... I find myself still standing on the Rock ... praise the Lord! but wow! two big headbangers in a week or so!
with that understanding ... my eyes were opened again ... something came to me from my beloved teacher of Christ yesterday morning ... he was speaking about when the Bible talks about rocking the foundation listen up! it only says that when it refers to the end times or something like that ... all I heard was 'if something rocks your foundation' ... there went that light bulb again!
I just got my foundation rocked hard X to the core ... not once ... but twice ... I concluded at some point, I needed to look at the bigger picture now ... not the two things as seperate incidents ... but as two things making a bigger picture ... what that comes down to for me at the moment is more ... IT is here! the last wow was the understanding of the valley of dry bones is very present ... now this one
I think He's trying to show me to listen up and LOOK for something ... I think I have a clue but don't know for sure ... so more later on that ...
my friends, what I got from this wow ... we are in the valley of decision ... it is required all people make a choice who they will follow ... that doesn't mean anything in this context other than we MUST make a choice ... and there's not a lot of time left ... the freedom to make that choice with the freedom the Lord intended is slowly, but very surely and subtley being drained from the free (unwalled) societies ...
next if that choice hasn't been made ... it will be about making it the hard way ... and for those who have made that choice it will be about can you stand on it ... do you really know what you stand for ... and ... do you honestly believe it's real or it's just about being a good person or all the things I know I've thought through the journey ...
will your choice be when? ... when you're caught unaware ... when you thought you knew the Truth based on someone said this and that? will you be one of the virgins with no oil ...
I'm thinking it's time to open our Bibles and REALLY have what He wants ... a REAL RELATIONSHIP with the Lord ... which includes loving Him and obeying His commandments ... Jesus is the Way ...
if you're not on that Highway of Holiness? (Isaiah 35:8) ... do you know for sure if you are? ... so, so many, many are you sure's? ... the only way to be SURE is to know Truth personally ... and the only Way to know that is to know Truth Himself ... seriously and PERSONALLY know Jesus ... Jesus is Truth ... John 1:14,17; John 8:32; John 14:6; 2 John 1 ...
to whomsoever will
just the view from my window
may the Holy Spirit lead, guide, and direct
Hosea 6:6
Israel's insincere repentance
For I desired mercy, and not sacrifice; and the knowledge of God more than burnt offerings.
My most beloved Jesus ... I am utterly and despairingly nothing without You ... with a growing understanding of the inadequacy of my thank You, I say thank You ... I love You so much!
