Smiles

Dear Lord,

I am not sure where all of this heading. At the moment I feel completely lost. I feel life I can't go on but then I guess you are already aware of that. I am trying to make sense of it all and then in the middle of teaching I had a thought. I had a thought about how selfish I have been and how much I make my days centre around what I want and not what you want. It is so hard not to be so self centred but I am going to try.

I also had a thought that brought a smile to my face. I thought about writing all weekend and some how I managed to enjoy that thought more than any other I seem to have had all day. I know that you are trying to show me what brings me joy. I know that I have been praying for direction and this is the way I should be heading. Lord, please give me the courage and the wisdom to focus on you and your will. I know that means I will be very busy over the next 2 days to get all that I need to get done done before the weekend. I know that I am going to have to make sacrifices to find the time to do what you are asking me to. I also know that my plans and your plans may take a while to come to fruition but I will be praying all the way that your will will be done.

Praise and love