At this point in my life, I am tired of the dating game. I used to find it exciting. I think it was because I wasn't very good at picking out good dating partners because I didn't know myself well and wasn't commited to only going out with those who were walking the Christian walk. Now that things have changed, I am limited in my dates. It is one of those giving up of yourself to follow God. Not easy.
Right now I am tired of getting hopeful about a certain man and then it never coming to be anything. At this point in my life I never want to have a crush again until it is the right one.
I think it is because I am a hopeless romantic. I get a crush and then I start to wish and dream and hope and when it doesn't work, I have to dig myself out of the romantic hole that I was in. It starts to wear me down.
Now, when I think I may have met a potential, I don't know how to handle it.
On one side, I try and tell myself to just be be patient and not even think about it. It might not be the one and he might not like me or it might not work out...so I might as well not have hope in it...and just go on with my life.
On the other hand, I am a hopeless romantic and I can't help but hope with each guy I get a crush on, that it will turn into something more.
I like the butterflies in my stomache....but the butterflies haven't led to a date in awhile, or someone being interested in me.
I don't want a crush until the "one" because these random crushes and interests make it that much harder for me to just live my life as a happy single.
Right now I am tired of getting hopeful about a certain man and then it never coming to be anything. At this point in my life I never want to have a crush again until it is the right one.
I think it is because I am a hopeless romantic. I get a crush and then I start to wish and dream and hope and when it doesn't work, I have to dig myself out of the romantic hole that I was in. It starts to wear me down.
Now, when I think I may have met a potential, I don't know how to handle it.
On one side, I try and tell myself to just be be patient and not even think about it. It might not be the one and he might not like me or it might not work out...so I might as well not have hope in it...and just go on with my life.
On the other hand, I am a hopeless romantic and I can't help but hope with each guy I get a crush on, that it will turn into something more.
I like the butterflies in my stomache....but the butterflies haven't led to a date in awhile, or someone being interested in me.
I don't want a crush until the "one" because these random crushes and interests make it that much harder for me to just live my life as a happy single.
