At times, I get the impression that some people in these forums either don't like me just because to them, I'm nothing more than a fundie or a christian who isn't trusted; or they think I'm stupid.
Sometimes when I come in here and even though there's so many people online, I still feel alone. I come here to fellowship, but it seems that not too many want to fellowship with me. At times (and I'll be perfectly honest), I wonder if God tells people that there's something wrong with me spiritually and it'd be best to just avoid me. I experience this in church, too. There have been instances where my behavior has been whacked, which would explain why some avoid me.
I'm mad at God or anything like that. I just wonder.
It hurts a little bit, but there are many things in this world that're worse than this. So I'll be alright.
Sometimes when I come in here and even though there's so many people online, I still feel alone. I come here to fellowship, but it seems that not too many want to fellowship with me. At times (and I'll be perfectly honest), I wonder if God tells people that there's something wrong with me spiritually and it'd be best to just avoid me. I experience this in church, too. There have been instances where my behavior has been whacked, which would explain why some avoid me.
I'm mad at God or anything like that. I just wonder.
It hurts a little bit, but there are many things in this world that're worse than this. So I'll be alright.
