Where do i start? It seems no matter how hard we live our lives, something will come along and screw our lives up big time. Our family had already lost two people to murder.
And sadly it has been more than a year already that we lost my brother to murder as well.
I guess I have been broding over this for sometime thinking i was getting better about it, but it has made me a little bitter.
I am in a new apartment away from my old city and rasing my son with my fiance. He is really supportive and i am thankful for that.
but how long does it take for the anger at one or in this case three people die down and cease for the actual mourning to start?
And sadly it has been more than a year already that we lost my brother to murder as well.
I guess I have been broding over this for sometime thinking i was getting better about it, but it has made me a little bitter.
I am in a new apartment away from my old city and rasing my son with my fiance. He is really supportive and i am thankful for that.
but how long does it take for the anger at one or in this case three people die down and cease for the actual mourning to start?