Jesus, i need you.
i've been straying away from you.
Rejection.
To check on other people's faces for any signs of rejection.
Oh nono, she doesnt seem to be listening to me.
She dislikes me, she's sick of me.
Oh nono, she is not talking to me.
She dislikes me, she's sick of me.
This is a repeated cycle.
People get tired of your dependancy and apparent "mistrust" against them.
I've been rejected many many times, and have rejected others many many times too.
When can this stop?
I want this cycle to end.
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God, i need a church right now.
To make christian friends.
To edify others, to get edified.
I dont want to be like a lamb, vulnerable to the wolves attack.
I want to be in the herd, with the other lambs.
God, i need a church.
i've been straying away from you.
Rejection.
To check on other people's faces for any signs of rejection.
Oh nono, she doesnt seem to be listening to me.
She dislikes me, she's sick of me.
Oh nono, she is not talking to me.
She dislikes me, she's sick of me.
This is a repeated cycle.
People get tired of your dependancy and apparent "mistrust" against them.
I've been rejected many many times, and have rejected others many many times too.
When can this stop?
I want this cycle to end.
----------
God, i need a church right now.
To make christian friends.
To edify others, to get edified.
I dont want to be like a lamb, vulnerable to the wolves attack.
I want to be in the herd, with the other lambs.
God, i need a church.
