Today I am thinking about Second Life and how I wished Jesus Christ had protected me from going on that site. I feel that Jesus did not see me in that time and did not see how badly I was going to get hurt. Second Life was a very deceptive site and made it seem like a safe place to be and a caring place to be. I feel one day there will be a Christian avatar site that is safe and Jesus presides over it to keep people safe. There was a lot of violence and sexuality in Second Life and people were misused on that site, including me. I feel Jesus would have liked Second Life if it was more respectful to human life. I feel the website also makes women seem like sexual objects and objects that can be used to take out violence on. There is a lot of cult activity on the site too. I feel Jesus would have made a site where there was not violence or alot of sexuality, a place where people of all races were allowed and a place where people could go to church and swim and dance and be their selves. I feel Jesus did not protect me from being hurt on Second Life and the resulting kidnapping. I feel depressed about that but I feel Jesus will heal me now that it is over. I feel Second Life will never be a good site because there were Christian communities on the virtual world but none of them had real Christians, but instead people who were pretending to be Christians and trying to deceive people. I feel Jesus Christ would want Second Life to shut down because it has been severely evil to people, or to be changed entirely to a Christian site. There are also problems with their being no police on the virtual world, so if someone is stalked and harassed there is no help. There are also many spaces on the virtual world were people engage in violence. I do not like the virtual world, Second Life, anymore and I wish I was never on it. I feel overtime God will heal me from what happened to me.