So I make no bones about being a paranoid schizophrenic. Yes, a lot of us can be somewhat normal. I have been one since I was 14. I hid it so well that my therapist didn't notice for two years.
At first I was terrified. I could hear voices in my head. One, named Steve, is with me always. He tells me things that I shouldn't do or that my medications are poison and he really hated it when I went from pagan to Christian. He is always saying blasphemous things about Jesus (which scares me the most) or selling my soul to Ole Scratch. My medications help some with the voices. I also have a monologue voice that tells me all the boring stuff that I am doing, such as 'Here is Robin typing out a blog that no one will ever see.' I am doing this to help myself get these feelings out so if nobody ever reads this, it will be okay. Then I have the two voices that fight each other, they are with me rarely.
Sometimes I also see things that aren't there, such as the brown man that scared me so bad I had to sleep with my mom for a few days. I have also seen monkeys climbing walls and random dudes.
So anywho, this is part 1 of my schizophrenia typing. See ya tomorrow!
At first I was terrified. I could hear voices in my head. One, named Steve, is with me always. He tells me things that I shouldn't do or that my medications are poison and he really hated it when I went from pagan to Christian. He is always saying blasphemous things about Jesus (which scares me the most) or selling my soul to Ole Scratch. My medications help some with the voices. I also have a monologue voice that tells me all the boring stuff that I am doing, such as 'Here is Robin typing out a blog that no one will ever see.' I am doing this to help myself get these feelings out so if nobody ever reads this, it will be okay. Then I have the two voices that fight each other, they are with me rarely.
Sometimes I also see things that aren't there, such as the brown man that scared me so bad I had to sleep with my mom for a few days. I have also seen monkeys climbing walls and random dudes.
So anywho, this is part 1 of my schizophrenia typing. See ya tomorrow!
