After all the hard work I put into a lesson for our new home church we would be having Sunday ( tomorrow), I find that they are not coming. I busted my rear to set this up! Why would people let me work so flippin hard to get everything done, only to disappoint me? I never realised it could hurt so. It makes me sit back and think to the point of wonder, is this suppose to be? Or is Satan taunting me again putting that bone just out of my reach. "Here you go boy! Come and live your dream, Comon you can do it! That's right, what a diligent man getting everything ready. OOooops. Sorry not this time. Maybe the next time!!" Then he'll come by and taunt me some more - "Oh you stupid, stupid man! How could you believe that God would give you a church? Comon Boy your smart but your not smart enough to actually get that dream fulfilled are you?" I'll continue to dream. I will continue to wait for the when the time is right, no weapons formed against me shall prosper.