same stuff...

So its been over a month since i last posted. not a whole bunchhas changed since last time. except that im 20 now. nothing really seems to work out for me. unless i really pray for it, it just goes down the drains. I started talking to my friend Devin, who i met when i was getting my advanced cert in SCUBA diving. She is an amazing girl. i honestly love and everyhting about her. we just talk upon hours beyond end and its great. it can be about anything and everything. thats a real friendship. also when i said i loved her i do. i would do anything for her. i wish i could be her protecter here on earth... be her loving husband. and her be my wonderful wife. i know our relationship has gone past friends and best friends. we are just waiting till i live close enough to date. sooo if i move back to calif. we can be together. well i should get going its time to finish up work and get going at getting home. if any one that reads this has any questiones please message me or leave a comment or cantact me from my contact info.

~CJ