I often have to remind myself of the differences between my relationships with others and with God. My God! 
He is so amazing....i could sing of your love forever! However, i have found myself to come to a realization, actually more of an answer imposed upon my heart, and the significance it makes to me is not going to impact others the same way. As obvious as that sounds, i still get giddy and just express things to others that may not make much sense. lol. Whats between me and God, is well, exactly that, and i may end up just looking foolish trying to explain a circumstance to others. Like, i will receive a piece of information, or something so relevant to a current of questions i have had, and it all just makes sense...that form of clarity...the picture coming more into focus; but i have tried explaining its relevance of circumstance to my friends or anyone, and i get a kinda strange expression from them. Lol. I just have to laugh and remember the verses i've read talking about this sort of thing. And how we interact with others is different. I need to just quietly smile to Him...well i dont necessarily have to be quiet...but still intimacies shared between me and my Creator, are not going to impact others as much as their own shared things with Him.
Sometimes i spend so much time in His mind, and heart, that i forget that others arent there as well...and that makes me sad. I even more so realize my passion for Him that has barely been uncovered, yet still so fierce. I'm eager to become who he wants me to be, and i'm determined to be strong, and something big in Him...and that he has promised me. My works are only as big as my actions...and if they're founded in the most Supreme Being then what shall i fear?! This is a long process, and intricate, completely revamping of the mind and soul. God attends to every detail, i wont attempt to explain...lol i've already expressed how that works for me
God grants the desires of our hearts...are you familiar with your own heart's desires...or simply the nursing of wounds...
My heart is still changing but i can already be grateful for whats coming my way, my desires have already been fulfilled, some i can see others i can feel, and others are yet to come. My God is so good.
LOVE is key.
He is so amazing....i could sing of your love forever! However, i have found myself to come to a realization, actually more of an answer imposed upon my heart, and the significance it makes to me is not going to impact others the same way. As obvious as that sounds, i still get giddy and just express things to others that may not make much sense. lol. Whats between me and God, is well, exactly that, and i may end up just looking foolish trying to explain a circumstance to others. Like, i will receive a piece of information, or something so relevant to a current of questions i have had, and it all just makes sense...that form of clarity...the picture coming more into focus; but i have tried explaining its relevance of circumstance to my friends or anyone, and i get a kinda strange expression from them. Lol. I just have to laugh and remember the verses i've read talking about this sort of thing. And how we interact with others is different. I need to just quietly smile to Him...well i dont necessarily have to be quiet...but still intimacies shared between me and my Creator, are not going to impact others as much as their own shared things with Him. Sometimes i spend so much time in His mind, and heart, that i forget that others arent there as well...and that makes me sad. I even more so realize my passion for Him that has barely been uncovered, yet still so fierce. I'm eager to become who he wants me to be, and i'm determined to be strong, and something big in Him...and that he has promised me. My works are only as big as my actions...and if they're founded in the most Supreme Being then what shall i fear?! This is a long process, and intricate, completely revamping of the mind and soul. God attends to every detail, i wont attempt to explain...lol i've already expressed how that works for me
God grants the desires of our hearts...are you familiar with your own heart's desires...or simply the nursing of wounds... My heart is still changing but i can already be grateful for whats coming my way, my desires have already been fulfilled, some i can see others i can feel, and others are yet to come. My God is so good.
LOVE is key.
