It's been over a month since my last post here. Sometimes, I go through phases I suppose.
I've been doing a lot of thinking lately. We all know that we can talk to God about anything (after all, he already KNOWS everything, right?), but have you ever felt like sometimes...you just need someone here on earth to talk to? Someone that you can vent to, who will be there for you as an "ear" (or "email")? I look around at all the people in my current life...most of them have someone to vent off to. Or to talk to. Me? Nobody.
I used to have people. I'm still friends with those same people as well. Its just...I've grown so apart from them that its just not the same. I cannot open up about what's going on internally to my family because well...it involves them. So I don't want to hurt them or make the situations worse. But then, who else could I talk to? I'm so confused.
I just pray that God will show me who I can talk to. Or send me the person who he wants me to talk to. I really need it.
I've been doing a lot of thinking lately. We all know that we can talk to God about anything (after all, he already KNOWS everything, right?), but have you ever felt like sometimes...you just need someone here on earth to talk to? Someone that you can vent to, who will be there for you as an "ear" (or "email")? I look around at all the people in my current life...most of them have someone to vent off to. Or to talk to. Me? Nobody.
I used to have people. I'm still friends with those same people as well. Its just...I've grown so apart from them that its just not the same. I cannot open up about what's going on internally to my family because well...it involves them. So I don't want to hurt them or make the situations worse. But then, who else could I talk to? I'm so confused.
I just pray that God will show me who I can talk to. Or send me the person who he wants me to talk to. I really need it.
