Just because I'm plumper, my love life has been so bumpy. If I'm slim and sexy, I wouldn't be waiting and waiting for the long awaited marriage.
I don't know how to be glad in the Lord. I want so badly to get married and be loved, but even my current relationship, which I have always thought was a gift from God, doesn't look the way it used to. And I'm faulted for my skin problems and my plump figure...
How do I be glad in the Lord, when so many pple around me seem to have it all. My family is poor. It's a blended family. Our relationships are weak and damaged...
I don't know what to do about my career... to go somewhere else or continue to slog where I am...
And yet, so many pple are happily getting married and having children, and telling me I should do the same, as if I have a choice.
I feel so screwed and miserable... and it's so hard to be glad...
O God... don't you see my needs? Don't you see my tears?
O God... why are you always punishing me? Why are you always so harsh on me? Why keep me waiting forever as I watch others enjoy their prizes and gifts?
I don't know how to be glad in the Lord. I want so badly to get married and be loved, but even my current relationship, which I have always thought was a gift from God, doesn't look the way it used to. And I'm faulted for my skin problems and my plump figure...
How do I be glad in the Lord, when so many pple around me seem to have it all. My family is poor. It's a blended family. Our relationships are weak and damaged...
I don't know what to do about my career... to go somewhere else or continue to slog where I am...
And yet, so many pple are happily getting married and having children, and telling me I should do the same, as if I have a choice.
I feel so screwed and miserable... and it's so hard to be glad...
O God... don't you see my needs? Don't you see my tears?
O God... why are you always punishing me? Why are you always so harsh on me? Why keep me waiting forever as I watch others enjoy their prizes and gifts?
