The air conditioner is broke so I didn't get to sleep very well tonight. It's too freakin' hot. I find it sad how I have taken advantage of modern conveniences without being an ounce of thankful for them. It's times likes these that put me in my place
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I remember the dream I had before waking up and it was kinda awesome/kinda sad. It was me back in high school. I still have dreams of high school or playing on the football team back in the day. Wow, that was over 6 years ago now. How strange that I still dream about it. I wonder if I actually do miss it even though I couldn't wait to graduate and I was never good at anything acedemic.
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I can say it now without having to take it back or be too cryptic. I hope she really does know that I love her and that she never forgets it
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The SHIFT key on my computer keeps freezing up. Another thing I take advantage of...technology. I always expect it to work when I need it.
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I don't think I've ever been so thirsty in my life. I think I'll have a drink.
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I went for a walk last night and had a nice chat with God about the things in my life. I found myself mostly apologizing for being such a clutz.
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I also think I've come to terms with my dad's death and after two years, have finally reached the acceptance stage. I still miss him very much and have a hard time with it all, but it's much easier now. It was something else I talked with God about. I know it had to happen for a reason and I'm starting to see it. Nothing like a delayed reaction eh?
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How great Thou art!
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I can't wait to start my next novel. It takes a certain level of courage and mental steadiness for me to jump into a new world and bring to life new characters. So to me, it isn't as easy as "chapter one". It's like giving birth to a new plane of existence and it's just as freightening as it is amazing!
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I wish I had three Oreos and a glass of milk. Is it still too early? I was told once that it's too early to be eating junkfood (back when I ate a lot of it) and I asked why does junkfood have to be eaten during a particular time of the day? Does it make a difference whether or not you eat it at six AM versus six PM? I mean, to your body is there a difference? I guess it doesn't really matter now as I'm trying to eat and live healthier.
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AHHH!! I can't keep her out of my mind. I wish she was on right now.
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I remember the dream I had before waking up and it was kinda awesome/kinda sad. It was me back in high school. I still have dreams of high school or playing on the football team back in the day. Wow, that was over 6 years ago now. How strange that I still dream about it. I wonder if I actually do miss it even though I couldn't wait to graduate and I was never good at anything acedemic.
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I can say it now without having to take it back or be too cryptic. I hope she really does know that I love her and that she never forgets it
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The SHIFT key on my computer keeps freezing up. Another thing I take advantage of...technology. I always expect it to work when I need it.
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I don't think I've ever been so thirsty in my life. I think I'll have a drink.
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I went for a walk last night and had a nice chat with God about the things in my life. I found myself mostly apologizing for being such a clutz.
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I also think I've come to terms with my dad's death and after two years, have finally reached the acceptance stage. I still miss him very much and have a hard time with it all, but it's much easier now. It was something else I talked with God about. I know it had to happen for a reason and I'm starting to see it. Nothing like a delayed reaction eh?
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How great Thou art!
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I can't wait to start my next novel. It takes a certain level of courage and mental steadiness for me to jump into a new world and bring to life new characters. So to me, it isn't as easy as "chapter one". It's like giving birth to a new plane of existence and it's just as freightening as it is amazing!
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I wish I had three Oreos and a glass of milk. Is it still too early? I was told once that it's too early to be eating junkfood (back when I ate a lot of it) and I asked why does junkfood have to be eaten during a particular time of the day? Does it make a difference whether or not you eat it at six AM versus six PM? I mean, to your body is there a difference? I guess it doesn't really matter now as I'm trying to eat and live healthier.
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AHHH!! I can't keep her out of my mind. I wish she was on right now.
