on my little laptop as I lay on 3 comforters on my living room floor with Symphony playing on the tv and chicken broth in my cup and my bible next to me I wonder why I have such a headache lately? Not from reading of course but why does my head feel empty sometimes? Like I'm not in my brain? Well I know it's my OCD but why does it feel like OCD terrorist took over my brain and the only thing left of me is my heart which is at constant war with my brain. My OCD terrorist didn't like the scripture I was reading tonight and kept saying "Blah Blah Blah God..who cares about him" 
which made me say a whole rosary and pray over and over again saying I was sorry for the thought and begging with the Lord not to punish me. Stupid OCD.
Anyways in other news Pennsylvania is boring. thanksgiving we're getting rain/snow...watch it just be rain. BLAH I hate ALWAYS being alone.
which made me say a whole rosary and pray over and over again saying I was sorry for the thought and begging with the Lord not to punish me. Stupid OCD. Anyways in other news Pennsylvania is boring. thanksgiving we're getting rain/snow...watch it just be rain. BLAH I hate ALWAYS being alone.
