Just needing to make some things clear to myself. I feel so discontent. I know the right thing to do in my marriage, but sometimes I don't know if it's the right thing anymore. Yeah, I want to be faithful and always devoted to my husband. I want to have only one marriage that lasts the rest of our lives and for our kids to not grow up in a broken home.
I guess I just want to feel happy. I don't get it in my marriage. I am bored and have always been bored. I am trying to find things to do to make me happy. It doesn't help when I often feel I cannot connect with my husband and have desires that go unquenched.
Just pondering things is all for now.
I guess I just want to feel happy. I don't get it in my marriage. I am bored and have always been bored. I am trying to find things to do to make me happy. It doesn't help when I often feel I cannot connect with my husband and have desires that go unquenched.
Just pondering things is all for now.
