I belong to many groups. I have social issues within these groups. Some of these groups are hardcore with hardcore people; People that do not have my core problems.
Hardcore people are like wolves. They have good hearts and hard lives. They try like everyone tries.
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Women: I have a problem dating women! Great lucky m! ( Im being sarcastic)! and the women that want to date me are the cream of this specific crop! Now, many men will say this and its not true, they wish beautiful women liked them, Unfortunately it is true in my case.
Some of the women are so good looking, I freeze and cannot talk to them, and these are girls that like me( have already picked me)! and I still cannot talk to them.
I blew through one more girl today! Looking back, she's been waiting 3 months for me! or I should say 2 months, then gave up and started going out with someone else.
She does not have dating problems like I do.
Ive mentioned in these groups I need a psych nurse to go out with, to understand me! Not a regular girl. And the girls show up to be dated. However, I do not respond. Soon, they leave and find others to date.
In these groups, they do not get it!
I lost the girl today! It is over!
I learned a great deal! Im closer...
I have to keep praying and grieving and trusting God and letting Go.
And these girls are cruel and merciless about it! They act like I don't exist as they walk by with there new boy friends. There boy friends keep staring at me from a distance out of insecurities I think!
When the girl turns on me Its over between us, I will never see or talk to these people ever again, or trust them!
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ITs about waking up!
I believe God will take me to better places to find interested people of a more refined appreciative nature.
Its scary and it hurts...
Hardcore people are like wolves. They have good hearts and hard lives. They try like everyone tries.
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Women: I have a problem dating women! Great lucky m! ( Im being sarcastic)! and the women that want to date me are the cream of this specific crop! Now, many men will say this and its not true, they wish beautiful women liked them, Unfortunately it is true in my case.
Some of the women are so good looking, I freeze and cannot talk to them, and these are girls that like me( have already picked me)! and I still cannot talk to them.
I blew through one more girl today! Looking back, she's been waiting 3 months for me! or I should say 2 months, then gave up and started going out with someone else.
She does not have dating problems like I do.
Ive mentioned in these groups I need a psych nurse to go out with, to understand me! Not a regular girl. And the girls show up to be dated. However, I do not respond. Soon, they leave and find others to date.
In these groups, they do not get it!
I lost the girl today! It is over!
I learned a great deal! Im closer...
I have to keep praying and grieving and trusting God and letting Go.
And these girls are cruel and merciless about it! They act like I don't exist as they walk by with there new boy friends. There boy friends keep staring at me from a distance out of insecurities I think!
When the girl turns on me Its over between us, I will never see or talk to these people ever again, or trust them!
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ITs about waking up!
I believe God will take me to better places to find interested people of a more refined appreciative nature.
Its scary and it hurts...
