Hi, my name is Orin. Lately I have found myself worrying more than usual. Let me just start off by saying that I have just recently given my life to Christ. In the past I was involved in unpleasant things and kind of reaped what I sowed. I have OCD and worry about things like telling my parents things and issues regard my relationship with God. Lately I have also been struggling with blasfemous thoughts. I was extremely worried but searched the Internet for answers to discover that this was a normal trick of the devil. I have blamed my OCD panic attacks on the devil because usually it would start with a little whisper then escalate into panic attacks then depression. A few days ago I said "the devil always ruins lives and he deserves hell." Today I began to think what if it isn't the devil how is responsible, what if It's The Holy Spirit. I'm terrible scared that I commuted the unpardonable sin and am doomed. Please help!