Not Fitting In... Again!

Last night at work I felt real sad because my co-workers like to take breaks in groups and I'm not usually invited. It doesn't matter anyway because they are the smokers. I felt a bit sad. The nurse I work with was playing music on youtube; R&B, heavy metal. She asked what kind of music I listen to and I wanted to tell her gospel, but I was embarrassed. I felt chastised by the Spirit and told her gospel. Then she wanted to fit in with me! Then the first shift nurse comes in and talks about going to a gospel group's concert and I finally didn't feel so lonely. For some reason I feel convicted to fast. I think God wants me to rely on Him only right now, that's what I don't have much human support.