New to Being Aspie

I am waiting to receive the diagnosis that I pretty much know that I have. I am 42 years old and I have never figured out until now why I have been so alone. I have been a Christian for 5 years and the only one that has truly accepted me was Jesus. It also took a long time to believe that I was really saved. He promised me that even when he has to tell me about a sinful deed I am starting to do he will remain faithful and straiten out my heart. I believe that this is the heart of what it means to be sanctified. I use to have a hard time coming to see Jesus. I thought often that I was simply not good enough . But in Jesus' mercy, he has shown me that he will never leave me or forsake me. He is not like my Dad or anyone else in my life that has ended up leaving. I have been healed and moved to forgiveness. All the pain I have experienced in the past now no longer hurts. I have learned to accept people because Jesus accepts me. As I learn to walk with Jesus the pain is lessened and I am enjoying more of his peace. That is truly glorious and it is all to the King!