After praying for months, the outcome seems worse than what I expected. My prayers were not answered, I end up more wounded than ever. No words can describe how painful I felt. My only consolation is that through the tribulations I could see the hearts of men. Ugly truth. Brothers & sisters in Christ were the very first to turn away and flee away instead of ministering to me. Churches that I turn to closed their doors. All were afraid of helping me. None stood up for me because they fear men more than they fear God. Though I've sinned, I repented and chose to please God and chose His ways, and not give in to please men therefore I was hated by them.
Lord, I pray for grace to remain faithful to your calling and bear fruits of love. I am weak and alone, please be by my side to guide me, heal me and minister unto me. In Jesus name I pray, Amen.
Lord, I pray for grace to remain faithful to your calling and bear fruits of love. I am weak and alone, please be by my side to guide me, heal me and minister unto me. In Jesus name I pray, Amen.
