my problems didnt start intill i was in the 5th grade when my family left me emotionly my grandmother was always there when i need a hand and so was god .at the age of 13 my father and stepmother got seperaded becouse my father cheated and started doign drugs and thats when i lost my great gandfathers house . at the age of 14 i was forse to have sex with 2 of my friends from school when i was in the 9th grade and that was the year that i started get depressed and sucide thoughs nd the devil was telling me to do it then i started to cut my self at the age of 16 i made a my space page for my self and a boy ask me out then we got engaged at the time then when i was 17 i had missed out on halloween due to a liver infeaction and i droped out of school to take care of my grandmother who was dieing infrount of me
then when i was 18 i left my house to move in with my bf at the time and my grandmother passed away i still blame my self for her death and my ex becuse he took me away from her . so i stared to cut my self more was tring to OD on ibprofen so i could be with her once again sop i dont fell any more pain . at the age of 19 i was stab by my ex in the back with a butcher knife im tankfull that god lets me still walk and that my ex miss my spin . now at the age of 22 ... im stressed depressed still emotionlay abused from the pasted and cant move forword intill last night at chruch i fell a lot stronger alot better little more relaxed bc i let god and jesus handle it more then i could and this is my testamony im thankful for jesus for him dieing on that cross for me im thankful for him bring that christain culd to my school im thankfull he brought me to the church i got to im mostly thankfull that hes letmign me geting baptized in his NAME !!!!!!!! but i love every one but i love god more then any one and i love jesus more like i love god they get my love more then anyone on earth .
then when i was 18 i left my house to move in with my bf at the time and my grandmother passed away i still blame my self for her death and my ex becuse he took me away from her . so i stared to cut my self more was tring to OD on ibprofen so i could be with her once again sop i dont fell any more pain . at the age of 19 i was stab by my ex in the back with a butcher knife im tankfull that god lets me still walk and that my ex miss my spin . now at the age of 22 ... im stressed depressed still emotionlay abused from the pasted and cant move forword intill last night at chruch i fell a lot stronger alot better little more relaxed bc i let god and jesus handle it more then i could and this is my testamony im thankful for jesus for him dieing on that cross for me im thankful for him bring that christain culd to my school im thankfull he brought me to the church i got to im mostly thankfull that hes letmign me geting baptized in his NAME !!!!!!!! but i love every one but i love god more then any one and i love jesus more like i love god they get my love more then anyone on earth .
