As I wake up, More n more its about my mothers rejection at the core!
My mother rejected me more n more after I started to grow out of childhood!
Her rejection was at the core! I was hated at the core of self! I believe this was out of jealously, because I was a decent person. I was a kind, wonderful person! And this is why I was hated. I resembled God, Jesus Christ.. that was who I loved and loved me when I was a child, and that is why this women wanted me killed.
My mind was destroyed under her regime. I never understood, what was happening. She was a sadistic sociopath; that is what was happening!
Im lucky to be alive, and attempting to get better from the disorders and conditions brought on by forced association around this person at a young age..
I have much long term PTSD problems to work through!
Dissociative disorder to work through
Ive done much work on myself! Im much better, However, I cannot have relationships with people, and Im 50 years old! Im hoping my conditions symptoms go down and I can participate in relationships..
My mother rejected me more n more after I started to grow out of childhood!
Her rejection was at the core! I was hated at the core of self! I believe this was out of jealously, because I was a decent person. I was a kind, wonderful person! And this is why I was hated. I resembled God, Jesus Christ.. that was who I loved and loved me when I was a child, and that is why this women wanted me killed.
My mind was destroyed under her regime. I never understood, what was happening. She was a sadistic sociopath; that is what was happening!
Im lucky to be alive, and attempting to get better from the disorders and conditions brought on by forced association around this person at a young age..
I have much long term PTSD problems to work through!
Dissociative disorder to work through
Ive done much work on myself! Im much better, However, I cannot have relationships with people, and Im 50 years old! Im hoping my conditions symptoms go down and I can participate in relationships..
