Dear Lord God,
I am back here again. In the desert of uncertainty. There seems to be two possibilities and both seem so wonderful but both are incredibly flawed. I am not sure what to do. I am missing a lot of information in all this. I pray that you will help me in all of this. How do I know what is right and wrong? How do I know which way You are?
I have been making so many plans and now I am not sure which way is best. I know that both of them are a long way from coming into fruition and I am fine it is just that I can't live two seperate ways. I know that there is a lot of fear driving this. There is a lot of difficulties that need to be overcome and I am not sure that I can do this.
Both You and I know that I am struggling to let this all go. I know that I have to lay it again at Your feet. I have done this before but ended up picking it back up again. It is so hard to give You it all every day. I want to do this my way. I want to have the answers now. I want this to fit into my plans. I am so ashamed! I have to make a call tomorrow deciding which way to go and I am so scared because I am not sure and know that people will be disappointed no matter which way I choose.
I need some confirmation. You know what I need to make this happen. You know that if this is to happen certain things need to be made known. You have enabled me to walk this far with You. I know that You did not bring me here just to leave me alone. You would never bring me to a place to leave me alone. I know that when I pray that You will move mountains. You will make my path clear. You will enable me to do what I need to and You will bless me with wisdom. I know that in all things all I have to do is ask and it will be given unto me. You would not hurt, You would harm me. I have nothing to fear.
Dear Lord, I know this is only one life to live. There is only one way to go. Show me how to do it.
With love, in Jesus name
I am back here again. In the desert of uncertainty. There seems to be two possibilities and both seem so wonderful but both are incredibly flawed. I am not sure what to do. I am missing a lot of information in all this. I pray that you will help me in all of this. How do I know what is right and wrong? How do I know which way You are?
I have been making so many plans and now I am not sure which way is best. I know that both of them are a long way from coming into fruition and I am fine it is just that I can't live two seperate ways. I know that there is a lot of fear driving this. There is a lot of difficulties that need to be overcome and I am not sure that I can do this.
Both You and I know that I am struggling to let this all go. I know that I have to lay it again at Your feet. I have done this before but ended up picking it back up again. It is so hard to give You it all every day. I want to do this my way. I want to have the answers now. I want this to fit into my plans. I am so ashamed! I have to make a call tomorrow deciding which way to go and I am so scared because I am not sure and know that people will be disappointed no matter which way I choose.
I need some confirmation. You know what I need to make this happen. You know that if this is to happen certain things need to be made known. You have enabled me to walk this far with You. I know that You did not bring me here just to leave me alone. You would never bring me to a place to leave me alone. I know that when I pray that You will move mountains. You will make my path clear. You will enable me to do what I need to and You will bless me with wisdom. I know that in all things all I have to do is ask and it will be given unto me. You would not hurt, You would harm me. I have nothing to fear.
Dear Lord, I know this is only one life to live. There is only one way to go. Show me how to do it.
With love, in Jesus name
