Must Always Tears Flow.....

Though peace and joy should be my song
Though love should be my guide
Yet when it seems my life is wrong
I fail to look inside

I fail to ask the reason why
To question when or how
Though God they say can see my lie
I have no thought to bow

I‘ll find excuses by the score
From truth I’ll run for miles
I’ll seek to cover every flaw
Behind a mask of smiles

But then when darkness floods the night
When thoughts flow wild in streams
When shadows flutter in the light
The world should hear my screams

What happens on the day I die?
Is hell is Heaven real?
Is all the world confused as I?
And feels as I now feel

I see death’s hand, I see the grave
I feel the sweat pearls flow
If only Christ was real to save
If God’s alive to know

Are You there Lord, is Jesus true?
Can sinners find Your grace
Can one have faith have hope in You?
One day to see your face

Is hell the only place I’ll go?
Is Heavens door shut tight?
Have all my tears to always flow?
Will You not end my plight?.....