Last weekend I tried to make a break from something that stops me being honest with and open to God. No use going into the details here as I know dwelling on it will bring it back and I am trying to make a clean break and move on. So I am going to keep a blog here to make sure I don't fall back quite so easily as I have in the past. I pray for Jesus to come into my heart and fill the hole left. I need to get to know him as a friend and saviour. I know it will not be easy. Only with God's help could this work, and that means not thinking about me but thinking about others. So I hope to direct this blog to the concerns I have for others.