Dear Lord God,
There are so many things that I am unsure of at the moment. I feel so downheartened. I need to take some time.
You see there was this man that I admired a lot and now I fear that I have hurt him or even worse have become too involved in. I am not sure what I did wrong but there is something not quite right. The relationship has disappeared. I am not sure what is going on but this has happened too much of late so I need to go. I need space as I am just so hurt. I am so confused. I guess that I thought I was some special to him but at the moment I feel less than that and the more I try to hold on the less happy I am. So Lord God I am handing it all over to You. I am just so broken when it comes to relationships with men at the moment that I just can't handle it and I fear that I will soon end up saying something that will be less than encouraging and less than what this person needs to hear. I can't do this and I don't want to hurt anyone else along the way. You know my love for this man is only pure. I pray always that You will bless him and keep him in the palm of Your hand. Please keep harm far from him and I pray that You will fulfill the desires of his heart. Help him to know your nearness in all things and I pray above all that the fruits of the spirit will continue to grow in him. May he never lose sight of You and may he know just how special he really is.
Dear Lord, You know that I didn't spend a lot of time on these forums last year and then I felt the sudden calling to come back online. I am not sure why you wanted me back here but at the time I knew that it was the best thing for all involved. However, I feel that it is time for me to cut back and let you have some more time in my life. I do enjoy sharing with like minded people here but I need to spend more time with you. You know the desire of my heart is to be wholly devoted to you. And in all things to do your will. Dear Lord, I feel that I am not really doing Your will in here at the moment. Help me to fill in my time with You and enable me to do Your work during the times that I am here.
Dear Lord, I love you. I love the way that You are working in my life even though I don't always understand it. I am thankful that You will be with all my friends here and I pray that You will guide them in all that they do. Help us to grow in You. May your fruit be abundant in our lives. May we walk with You all the days of our lives and may we follow You wherever You call us.
In Jesus name, Amen
There are so many things that I am unsure of at the moment. I feel so downheartened. I need to take some time.
You see there was this man that I admired a lot and now I fear that I have hurt him or even worse have become too involved in. I am not sure what I did wrong but there is something not quite right. The relationship has disappeared. I am not sure what is going on but this has happened too much of late so I need to go. I need space as I am just so hurt. I am so confused. I guess that I thought I was some special to him but at the moment I feel less than that and the more I try to hold on the less happy I am. So Lord God I am handing it all over to You. I am just so broken when it comes to relationships with men at the moment that I just can't handle it and I fear that I will soon end up saying something that will be less than encouraging and less than what this person needs to hear. I can't do this and I don't want to hurt anyone else along the way. You know my love for this man is only pure. I pray always that You will bless him and keep him in the palm of Your hand. Please keep harm far from him and I pray that You will fulfill the desires of his heart. Help him to know your nearness in all things and I pray above all that the fruits of the spirit will continue to grow in him. May he never lose sight of You and may he know just how special he really is.
Dear Lord, You know that I didn't spend a lot of time on these forums last year and then I felt the sudden calling to come back online. I am not sure why you wanted me back here but at the time I knew that it was the best thing for all involved. However, I feel that it is time for me to cut back and let you have some more time in my life. I do enjoy sharing with like minded people here but I need to spend more time with you. You know the desire of my heart is to be wholly devoted to you. And in all things to do your will. Dear Lord, I feel that I am not really doing Your will in here at the moment. Help me to fill in my time with You and enable me to do Your work during the times that I am here.
Dear Lord, I love you. I love the way that You are working in my life even though I don't always understand it. I am thankful that You will be with all my friends here and I pray that You will guide them in all that they do. Help us to grow in You. May your fruit be abundant in our lives. May we walk with You all the days of our lives and may we follow You wherever You call us.
In Jesus name, Amen
